February 2012
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
Don't take it personal,
Nowadays, I’m just tired and stressed out from the countless bullshit that goes on in my life that I tend to close myself off and ignore everyone. Including the people I care about. It’s nothing personal, People just have those days where all they want to do is shut down and escape reality.
Everything's funnier when you're not allowed to...
